Wednesday, March 23, 2005 . 8:03 PM

Today was my birthday and 28 people wished me happy birthday... im no longer the JQ i used to be cuz i don really like my old self. A new year means a new beginning so its a new me. I will try my best to work hard for both my studies and syf and give my very best to band even if i didnt get the award...well sometimes you just had to look at things from another angle...hope my next birthday would be happier...

Saturday, March 19, 2005 . 12:33 PM

hahaha~! today was the day where i celebrated my birthday! my relatives came and i invited 6 of my friends and my brothers friends came too it was really fun with all these people around and i also got to really know people like jia si , xiao shi, yan ping and issey. the best part is the presents! first prize! : an mp3 player! given by my aunty(sally) second prize! : the three series of unfortunate events by my daughter and the mushroom sisters:) third prize is: the converse sweater given by my best friend vivian! haha and i really like the rest of the presents too because i believe that it is the thought that counts and i know everyone of you at least remembered my birthday... but my real birthday is actually wednesday! hahas ok i just wanna thank everyone who came and remembered.... thx!

Thursday, March 10, 2005 . 6:23 PM

well if you have been reading my blog you would have noticed that im a very sad person with all the BAD DAYS but today? it is totally different... i am with a gal i like, i got over th NO MERIT li fe and im feeling quite ok. well at least i still have my family and frens. the other day was fun when we went to compass point hahas.... there was sharon, jiasi , xiao shi, vivian and YING TING it was really fun and we kept playing with the video recorder, so fun! hahas ok i am leaving the house to watch boogeyman so see ya around k? bb and i hate band! and lurve 14!

Wednesday, March 09, 2005 . 4:58 PM

this is one of the worst day of my life.....i worked so hard to get a merit but didnt get it. laughed at by people.... they often ask me why do i care so much abt band when the band dont even care for me? sometimes i feel tat i shouldnt even be there..... my form teacher asked me studies or band was important, i answered without even thinking... but today, she said that she couldnt believe tat i did not get the award and she even said tat the teacher in charge even said something like oh jasper is a pain in the neck and his attendance is always irregular. i cant take it anymore! they think tat im their servants....when i said i wanted to quit, they showed concern but now? they think tat only the dm and bm are important fine! i will no longer do anything except play my part as a private. i realise that committment isnt wat the society wants, what they wants is some stupid boot lickers! thx to mr lim today that i didnt do anything stupid , thx to his three sentences,

:THE WORLD IS NEVER FAIR
:PEOPLE WHO ARE GOOD NEED NOT TO BE FAMOUS
:JUST ADAPT TO THE MISTAKES THAT PEOPLE MAKE

IM NOT FEELING GOOD TODAY!