Friday, September 29, 2006 . 10:52 PM
Well.... this is what i suddenly felt like typing :I never knew what my life is worth.
Of the prayers that never came true.
The mirror cries silently.
I'm just a weary builder trying to find what feels like home.
Questions i have many, answers but a few.
We all have been cruxified and they nailed Jesus to the tree.
Redemption comes in many shapes with many kinds of pain.
The Bible says it , again and again.
You mean more then i knew.
Hahaha. i think i damn emo lah, but i wonder who can guess which 2 songs these came from. These are my favourite songs. :)
Wednesday, went to school as usual, wait let me think, anything special to mention? Oh ya. caught for hair ( its not really special but i have nth more to write) haha. then asked my sis to drive darling, jianliang, zhanyi, royston and i to central salon. We ate lunch alrd then went there to cut. Wow haha it went pretty well. Lol, we were supposed to report in sch by 3 cuz but we decided to report the next day. So went home.... then nth much le la. Project Runway is back!!!!
Thursday, I woke up late (shit)...... reached school late then see stupid annoying prefects. Then went to check hair, pass :). Then school was as usual.... after sch went to hougang mall with LZY and LY and desmond. We went to pepper lunch and i was the only one eating. lol. Then went to popular to but redspot books. i bought SCIENCE!!! lol. i should buy 4d haha. then i went home... then no more liao lor.
Friday.... woke up then went to school, today is the start of intensive! haha. cool la. Then after school went home lor. Slept for a while then wake up. NOw about to go to sushi tei eat. K, see ya :)
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 . 7:33 PM
Sunday.... woke up at about 10. lol. Bathed and then went to church. Service was utterly boring... i nearly died there... haha. After that, went to eat lunch then went to ToaPayoh to buy food for BBQ. Cells outing. Haha. Went home and played Gunbound until everyone arrived. We started bbqing at abt 5+. Lol. the bbq was really fun especially the games. Haha. We played until like 12? then everyone went home. I slept at about 2am. Siao liao the next day still got school...Monday. It is Daniel's Birthday. hahaha. damn funny we bluffed him say we not celebrating his birthday. He was like dead sad la. lol. School was as usual. After that went home play GB again. Then i went to eat dinner with mum they all. After that about 11 of us met at daniel's house downstairs with a cake. Then with the help of daniel's mum, we gave daniel a BIG surprise!! haha. His face at that moment was PRICELESS!!! haha. he nearly cried la lol. Then he kept saying that he felt really sad before that. Haha. Then we went to Chomp Chomp to have dinner AGAIN. haha i didnt eat anything. Then after that we went to a nearby playground that has "spiderman" lol. I learnt a new game called "Bomb!" hahaha. damn fun la but i suck at the game.
We played till about 11 reaching 12 then all went home. I reached home le watched Richie Rich.
Watched till 2.30!!! Darn.... i didnt want to go to school BUT..... nvm. lol.
Tuesday.... Went to school then nth much happened in sch. We went to eat chickenchop rice again then went to play bball. After that we went home. Came back home took a bath then watched tv until now. :) Good night and i WANNA STUDY!!!
Saturday, September 23, 2006 . 10:53 AM
Friday...... Went to school then nth much except that darling very tired slept for whole day. After that went to meet mommy eat lunch with 5th aunt and 6th aunt. Went home chiong Gunbound all e way. Lol i slept at 4 am.Saturday..... I woke up early to accompany my mum to go buy chicken wings for bbq tommorrow, Gideon and Stephen cell outing. Btw, today is my sister Kerin's 20th birthday so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Yup. then mom and i went to the bank and went home after that. We were waiting for a cab at the taxu stand then got one car come block our way. I felt like knocking on the window of the car and tell him that its a taxi stand but i didnt cuz i very very tired. I went home and slept for 2 hours, then 2nd aunt came. We watched tv for a while then i went off for cell, today jacintha leading cuz 2 cell leaders not here. Cell was..... nvm. Then i took train to Airport to meet mum, 2nd aunt and fion. I gave up my seat in the train for an old lady. :) I was deciding then got one song in my mp3 titled : The way you look at me. so i thought it would be nice to do good and let God look. lol. then after that we went Fish & Co. There were Daddy, Mommy, Bros, 2nd Aunt, Jasmine,Fion, Joshua, 5th Aunt, Beatrice and of course my sis the birthday girl. We ate until 9+. i ordered seafood platter for 2 and shared with Fion. It's damn nice!!! lol. Then after that, the cake came... it was from Colin and Perly. It was Marvelous lol. Such nice people :) Btw the people in Fish & Co has great services BUT they have a weird way of singing happy birthday. lol. Nvm then after that we drove 2nd Aunt and family home the decided it would be appropriate to send a portion of the cake to Colin and Perly. Lol so we drove there and then decided to stay and chat. Btw.... Jordon Koh Yi Hao is SUPER CUTE!!!! lol. He grew bigger le haha. Btw vivian's Chuck died... rest in peace mate... So we chat for awhile then went home. i played GB for a while then now abt go slp... siao liao tommorrow have to wake up early.... See ya. :)
Thursday, September 21, 2006 . 9:34 AM
Wednesday!!! Woke up and decided to go to school cuz dont wanna ps roy. BUT when i called vivian, then i realised im the only one going to school!!!! lol. Nvm then went to school... took back english and chinese. Teacher says keep it up but im not happy with my score. But im quite happy with what i wrote on ambition. :D Then after school, went with zhanyi they all go eat chickenchop rice then sis and mum and aunt came pick me up to go sentosa. There very nice and fun lol but got one ang moh couple there doing obscene stuffs. but the girl damn chio. lol. Then we went to wisma eat dinner, bought a few things and headed back home....Thursday!!! I went to school as usual but felt very tired. School was normal then after school went with zhanyi, daniel, jianliang to go Albert's building. After that they very nice accompany me to orchard shopping, the noodles and cheesecake is damn freaking nice. Then we went home, on the way saw kat wong. Then reached home play gunbound with alvin, issac,stanley, andy, jialong. thats all. now very very tired. dont feel like gg sch tommorrow BUT got poa.... lol. see ya.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 . 5:01 AM
Today! woke up at about 6 45 then roy called. He said that we were supposed to report to school at normal time but i couldnt care less. hahah. Then woke my sis up to drive us to school with her new car ( i guess its only today). Reached school, we werent late. Science practical.... i know nuts about it but i went anyway. I followed the instructions of the chem thing and i guess i did a little bit better then expected. Finished the chem one in 15 mins, had 1 hour 15 mins left. I didnt know how to do the physics one so i justplayed with it and anyhow measure lol. Then spent the rest of the time looking at how my darling do it. After that, we had to stay in the ava room from 10-12. WTF. Then after that went to LZY's house to watch movies. (Srry darling) We waited for them to bring e discs until fell asleep. Haha then we watched little man and pulse. Little man quite nice but pulse just suck. hahah. We ordered canadian pizza halfway thru the show. Damn shiok. hahah. Then we al went home. Now stanley and alvin at my house about to go meet colin they all at chomp chomp eat. Yup. See ya.Monday, September 18, 2006 . 8:44 AM
Hohoho! Today is the day where my sister went to collect her new Mitsubishi Colt Plus!!!! Lol. Damn nice sia. Black. Ok. Mum, sis and I went to collect it at jurong at about 4. then went to fetch cousin fion at her school then we went geylang to eat dinner with daddy! haha. We then proceeded to orchard to help buy shoes with fion. We bought it! :) then went on to have tea at starbucks. Yup thats right. But i got a call from mdm cheah, she called to ask me why i didnt turn up for prelims and ask me what i doing for my future. So touched by her that i decided to turn up for science practical tommorrow. :) i also miss my darling very much. haha. K la see you.......Saturday, September 16, 2006 . 6:42 PM
Well... its a sunday morning! haha. Jacintha wee made me wake up so early to go eat breakfast lol. now i bathe finish le so waiting for her to call and decided to blog! lol. Yesterday was a fun day, started out by going shopping with aunt and mum then after that aunt asked me to stay longer cuz long time no see so i say ok lor. so i was late for cell then our cell suddenly got alot of people! lol. (this is the point where im supposed to say "amen") lol. then too bad after cell sam and xuan lei not staying for snl. Btw during snl, I adopted a Thailand kid! its true! as in im teaming up with a bunch of people to provide for a kid's studies in thailand for a year.... so must save up :) but im more then willing to! haha. Then after that a whole big bunch of us went to ang mo kio to eat( prawn mee rocks) then after that we went home! Keith came to our house to chat then suddenly bu zhi bu juai 12am le so my mum asked him to stay over. haha so fun. we chat until 1+ then sleep cuz sister serving today. Then they just now left le. Btw i got a vibrating toothbrush! lol okok gtg bye!Thursday, September 14, 2006 . 10:58 PM
Hahahha. long time no see..... today before i start studying, ive decided to blog first. So.... im still like the same... hmm... today woke up and looked at myself in the mirror, made me more determined to earn more money for plastic surgery. I seriously hate my big nose , my uneven teeth, thick lips and fat cheeks. I hate it when i look at pictures that i took.... i cant even have a normal smile.... damn... i hate my looks. Well... yesterday night, i studied until 2 plus then sleep. i donno why but i just have this feeling of.... donno how to describe la. haha. i just felt like studying and studying. ever since the maths paper yesterday, i think its time i woke up and work hard. i know i wont do well but at least i'll know i did my best. Yup. I'm like feeling very empty now. I donno why but all the beautiful love stories and the saddening tragedies are really annoying... it makes me feel like a total loser. I wonder when will i ever get married and have kids. I have already prepared my wedding. haha. I wanna have 1 kid , maybe two at most. I already thought of their names already, its gonna be meaningful, very meaningful.... Btw ive got so many movies that i wanna watch but dont have the time. alright, time is running out and i gtg study! haha byee!I dreamt of you just yesterday night and i'm still thinking of you this moment now.