Wednesday, January 31, 2007 . 9:11 AM

My mood in the morning is seriously different from the night. i dont know why but i just get a different feeling when the day gets dark. i dont know why but i cant think properly nowadays. its like im feeling moody without being moody. wtf. i envy people who dont think the way i do. i dont know why this must happen to me. am i the only one? i dont want to be lonely. maybe its just me being weird. nvm. today, i went to eat breakfast as usual with my aunt,mum and cousin. then went home and cheefai,alvin,matthew and stanley came to my house to swim and play soccer. idiotic alvin pumped the ball until it got stucked in a tall tree. we tried to get it for hours thats y we were late in meeting the rest. in the end, we got 3 balls and a bamboo stick stucked onto the tree. then we went to the stadium and met up with colin and his MI friends. quite friendly. then the match was simply awesome. i thought SG would lose, but in the end, they actually won! the loser thais didnt want to continue just because of the penalty. anyway, SG scored that penalty and won. damn cool lah. i shouted till my voice turned hoarse. then we went to prata shop to eat prata. im quite happy with today's attendance other than the disappointing andy,isaac,kenneth and kellyn. if not will be full attendance alrd. k anyway, i have to start collecting money alrd. good night.


The beauty of the sky, the summer of the night.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007 . 7:43 AM

Many people thinks that life is long, and that we still have a long road ahead of us.BUT, what they cant see, is that life is actually very short. we only have a few zodiac rounds to go, only a few hundred of months to live, a few thousand weeks to live, and a few hundreds of thousands of days to live. Life is indeed short. thanks to a great movie, CLICK. although i already know that life is really short, the movie made me realise something more. although your life may be short, but whats important is that you live it well. like m1's slogan : One Life, Live it. although i still get depressed when i think about after death and the word forever, i know that as long as i keep lying to myself everday, i can get through my life. BUT, is this what i really want? NO. that is why i hope to study psychology and cure myself of this thing. i think life is really interesting at this moment because there is so many things in life for you to explore! dont ever live a single day of your life wastefully and then go to bed felling wasted. its not a good feeling. dont think about the future when you are not even living the present well. stop lying to yourself when you know that the truth cannot be tried. always cherish people because you will never know when you will ever see them again. take life as a lesson, take a lesson from life. Where will you go afterlife? THINK. i rate today a rather odd day. igrow.


One should count each day as a different life.

Monday, January 29, 2007 . 5:55 AM

today was seriously sucky. i thought my flu would be gone by the time i woke up. BUT.... i went for breakfast with aunt,mum and cousin then took bus go find weehow. reached there then realised the shop was closed so we take bus back to srgn central. we went to eat dessert at this place cuz the physician was having a break. oh ya, the reason i went out today was to accompany weehow go see doctor. poor boy, cant even walk properly. then the doctor bao his leg until like bachang. after that we went home. i really not feeling well then went to continue sleep. actually wanted to go meet siying they all at gardens but i really cannot take it so i stayed at home until dinner time then went out with family to eat mala steamboat. shiok. then after that i went to see doctor then he say its quite serious. so gave me medicine that causes drowsiness. damn cool lah. im feeling really drowsy now. ok, then im very excited about tml cuz weehow and i are gg out on a date. hahah. just joking. kkz, im going to watch CLICK then fall asleep. goodnight. i rate today a sucky day.btw, here's some pics i took with SY in cheefai's house.



Dont be afraid to try new things, just dont be stupid to try dumb things.

Sunday, January 28, 2007 . 7:48 AM

hey, i woke up damn early today as i was damn excited about my first field match. didnt expect myself to be playing cuz i dont have a proper boots and my skills are like... cannot make it. then alvin lend me his boots cuz his leg injured. the shocking thing was that i was asked to play striker. wtf? nvm. so, i actually scored a goal. hahah, (to people who know im gonna blog abt this : i love it :)) i headed it in with the help of a very nice pass by weiping. soccer is really a fun game except when people start to get rough. i subbed out in the second half cuz thats my limit and you know, sanyo is damn gentle, so dont play rough want. then we won. then after that colin,matthew,weiping,shifu,jialong,isaac and i went to gardens eat. then i went home to wash shoes then bathe then went to colin's house chiong game. actually i didnt play much lah cuz i got flu. damn unlucky. then after that went to band concert. i persuaded matthew to go with us. then i totally fell asleep in the concert lah. tiks are so overpriced for goodness sake. then after that we went to prata shop and ate prata. i really cant tahan my nose. hope it wil be well soon. i dont feel like going out tomorrow.i rate today a good day. night.


Even when you are friendly, there are still people who are unreasonable and unfriendly.

Saturday, January 27, 2007 . 8:50 AM

You know? in life, things may not turn out the way you want them to be. in every movie you watch, its always something about somebody who turn into something from nothing. but what you dont see, is that when there are winners, there's bound to be losers. The thing is that, when you are a loser, you are a loser. You are in this world just to make the winners feel better. I went to cell today, and i think i never should have went. the people there makes me feel so distant. its like, weird. i dont know why, but they dont feel the same anymore. i was in a mood to talk, talk about why. but the chance just never come. i'm not the person who would go for ANOTHER time. ok. i woke up today to go for lunch with mum and dad. then came home to paint a part of the house. after that, like i said, went to cell. then after that was the highlight of the day. SG vs M. i didnt know that watching a live football match can be so exhilarating. tears welled up in my eyes when SG scored. my heart nearly jumped out when the SG keeper saved the last goal. it was a moment to be remembered. people present were:pearlyn,stanley,ahchow,alvin,cheefai,weiping,weehowandi. then after the match, we went for supper then pc home. reached home then something happened that made me dulan. i shall not elaborate. i'm looking forward to the match tomorrow. i rate today a good day still. i dont feel like sleeping now. i feel weird. i feel.......


In every person's mind, is a secret that one hides.

Friday, January 26, 2007 . 8:35 AM

so, firstly, i went to central with mum to buy paint and we ate tauhuay for lunch and there were childish kids blasting techno. nvm. made sure mum got onto a cab before making my way to cheefai's house. slacking there. only stan and i. cheefai has a cute dog named creamy, i think. then we just watched some videos until we were hungry. so stan and i went down to grab lunch. then siying and drusilla came to meet us. we slacked somemore and realised how sucky mediacorp's shows are. then decided to go home. i went home with dru. then reached home, eat mac, now watchng some snake show with mum and bro. im excited about tomorrow cuz its another GROUPIE outing.i rate today a ok day. lights out.


I see beauty in everyone's eyes.

Thursday, January 25, 2007 . 8:01 PM

Wow, i cant belive i slept for 12hours straight! ate my breakfast then now trying to find a way to get to nyp... ok lets talk about yesterday. i woke up at 11plus and my aunt was in my house. i ate and bathed. then i waited for my sis to drop me off at srgn mrt as im meeting weehow there. cheefai called last min to say that he cant make it. so weehow and i met drusilla at outram park then go queensway! reached there then we walked around a few shops to check out the prices of the jerseys. finally found one, 22 dollars. but the colours damn nice. drusilla,weehow and i sat at mac and waited till farah came. we did walked around alittle. then we called everyone to tell them about the pricing and no.s. settled everything and it can be collected on friday. damn cool lah. then after that i had to go for my lesson and weehow had to go home for dinner. farah and drusilla went to meet siying. lesson today was more interesting. i drew too fast again. had nothing to do for the next 1hour as the teacher didnt bring next week's stuffs. after that, went home and ate dinner. then went to sleep.


When the lights go out on you.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 . 8:04 AM

Well, i was late for gelare night and im so srry. then i saw sam and joyc. haha. sam got cheated by an aunty for her hair. then we ate dinner then its gelare night!!! it was hard to get a space but we still got it anyway. people present was : siying,drusilla,pearlyn,stanley,weehow,weiping,leonard,cheefai, kenneth and i. then after gelare, we went to leonard's house to slack in his bro's room. btw, his bro is damn hot. lol. anyway, we settled some things with serious talks again. hahah. then we decided to go off as it was late. so left with cheefai,pearlyn,drusilla and i. we talked opp hougang plaza until 2.20am. then we sent pearlyn and cheefai home before chionging cab home. reached home, sleep. i rate tues a good day. then today, woke up at 11am to go lunch with mum. then went home to read oscar nominations. not bad lah, but they snubbed the leading movie DreamGirls. then i went to meet siying at her workplace cuz i was late for the coach. then her workplace totally sucks. then we went to paya lebar there to watch srgn vs maris. the girls were disappointed as there werent any hot guys there. srgn lost. but they are good. then after that we decided to take a 20MINS bus ride to vivocity. then we reached there then ate carl's junior which i couldnt finish. then we decided to shop shop until we went to have fun at the playground and we took super lots of fun pics. then we play and play till we tired then went to haagen daaz to drink orange juice. Hahah! oh ya, before that, we went to slack at the top there then the wind so cold but it was super fun. ya so people present today was: siying,kellyn,pearlyn,cheefai,stanley,ahchow and i. then alvin only joined for haagen daaz. then after that, took train and cab home. btw , the feeling hit me again. i realised im getting weaker everyday and i cant take it anymore. HELP. i rate today a good day.


Will you make a difference?

Monday, January 22, 2007 . 8:23 PM

Lets blog. sunday, i went to church. secret is that i went because i was asked to do filming for a upcoming shortfilm. ok. then after church, went to bishan to have pepper lunch. then decided to skip work to chiong soccer. played from 3.30pm to 6.30pm. damn cool la, but i got blisters all over. i wanna play better. then, went to meet mum,sis,grandma and aunt at marina square. we shopped till 9.45pm then weehow joined us cuz he is going to my house to watch soccer. then reached home, alvin and stanley was alrd there. then my mum was giving people a bad impresion cuz she dont allow more then 2 people to stay overnight. then soccer was fun. 2-1. ManU sucks. i thought they would win. then after the match, stan and chow went home, after we had a chat by the poolside. then left with alvin,weehow,jialong and i. we played needforspeed the whole night. and then i went to bathe at 7.30am then weehow and i went to his house. our plan was to go to queensway. but its the second time we didnt go. so srry. then i also realised that weehow has a very nice bed cuz i slept in it for an hour or so. realised we were too tired to go anywhere. so we went to eat breakfast then go home. i slept from 11 to 3 only. btt i woke up, alvin and jialong were gone. then i went for lunch with aunt,uncle and mum. decided to go find ahchow play bball. then went to meet colin and kenneth at gardens to eat dinner. then after that we went cartel to have fu*king on the rocks. its an ice-cream. then we decided to have a serious chat to resolve issues. got to know more abt colin. then we dragged till 11.30pm before ken and colin went home. cuz we saw drusilla at the bus stop, chow and i sent her home. talked abt her relationship on the way. then we walked to my house. then chow took cab home. i sleep until now then ate my lunch with mum,aunt and cousin. i rate yesterday a good day. ill rate today later as today is gelare night and im excited. smile.


When love is not enough, help will come around.

Saturday, January 20, 2007 . 6:24 AM

I woke up at 12pm today. damn cool lah. then slacked a while before going to lunch with family. prawn mee rocks. hah. then raining heavily and we went to centre to accompany zechariah to go cut hair. then borrowed a few vcds to watch. went home then decided not to go queensway alrd. srry siying. then i wanted to go the church event but realised it was too far and i reckon there will be lots of people there. so i practically stayed at home the whole day. i went to eat dinner at gardens with mym,aunt and cousin. then now back home, just watched red eye. the feeling is coming at me right now and i might just give up resisting. there is this feeling within me now that is killing my brain. its taking control over my life and i dont know what to do. H.E.L.P. I rate today a sucky day.I dont understand people. why cant they just bond with one another? its like, friends are not important to them. they rather sit at home than go out with friends or just have a little chat. i hate it.



The times when u feel all alone, dont be. B'coz everybody is feeling so.

Friday, January 19, 2007 . 9:07 AM

hohoho. i woke up at 9am to accompany my mum who accompany my aunt go gleneagles do operation. we waited damn long in the queue. it was alrd 12 when she went in. so mum and i went to tanglin mall to eat and shop shop. then there is this shop that sells super overpriced. hahah. then uncle eugene sent my mum and i go penisula make clothes. after that mum and i went to wisma meet kerin. then i went to meet ahchow at paragon. we walked around and find his topman shirt for dxo. then i went for work. then chow,pearlyn and weiting came to eat. hahah. then work felt like so draggy. i hate some of my collegues. they cant prononuce numbers. then jacx and jerome came to wait for dennis and i. then we went home. then i ordered mac and they got my order wrong. hahah. im talking to sy and leo now and im meeting sy tml to go queensway. night!


I dont need the world, i need you.

Thursday, January 18, 2007 . 7:11 AM

Today is the 18th of january. i woke up at 10.30am and my mum ordered mac breakfast for the two of us. so after mac breakfast, i wasted the whole of my afternoon doing nothing. and i really mean nothing. i feel damn bad. then i went for lessons. lesson today was so much better, i learnt things that were really useful. but the feeling came and gave a push. i nearly fell. after class, i felt good cuz there is this girl who asked me why didnt i do modelling. i said why? and she said, well, i think you will do well in it. yes! hahah. then i went home and ate egg tarts. now watching prison break. tomorrow waking up early to go with mum to hospital. get out.


Life is not about how long or short it is, its about the difference you make.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007 . 6:21 AM

Well,well,well. i woke up at 11am today. i freakin slept for 12 hours and i had the weirdest dream ever. i dreamt that i was the reincarnation of lucifer and i turned into him then zombies started to appear. okay, nvm. i went to meet weehow,cheefai and pearlyn. we went to vivo and i bought shoes! monochrome. damn cool lah. weehow bought e green and brown one. ok. we vivoted stephanie and drusilla. ate at long johns then shopped around more. the view damn cool and the seats at coffee company damn cool. weehow went home so left with pearlyn and cheefai and i. we waited there till andy and geraldine finished their movie then we took mrt together. they went cityhall then we went back. i went to find my mum,aunt,sis,bro and cousin. thai express. bought a few things then now back home. dunno how to spend my tomorrow. anyway, i think that love is something interesting. i wonder how you tell true love from puppy love. i guess sometimes, love is not enough. i dont think ill be experiencing any of them anytime soon. the feeling came back again and gave me a warning. i hope i can withstand it. i really hope i do. people dont find my bad points becoz they dont know much about me. i rate today a ok day.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007 . 7:04 AM

Hi. i really woke up at 6am and watched golden globes. damn cool lah. im glad that meryl streep won for her outstanding role in Devil wears Prada. Bravo to helen mirren too for her portray of The Queen in queen elizabeth 1. anyway, after that, i went to meet chow at srgn mrt then went to cineleisure to but tickets for Pan's Labyrinth. i think its kinda a nice movie. its about a girl who fantasized her own world to escape from the cruel real life. but i nearly teared when she died in the end. Oh ya, stan also caught the movie with us. then the 3 of us went to visit isaac and andy in levi's. after that went to meet sy,mel,pearl,fai and jialong for chompchomp night. although attendance is low but we still had fun. after that, some went to meet andy they all play pool then the rest went home. i was part of the rest. oh ya, today, im gonna talk more on what im thinking. i seriously think that im a very sucky person. i am reaching 18 and i have nothing to be proud of. i seriously feel so insecured that i dont even dare look in the mirror. im a total loser with extra female hormones. i seriously cant take life anymore. hahah. ok. im meeting weehow and dunno who else is going tomorrow. days out. i rate today a ok day.


When the world is not your place, you create your little space.

Monday, January 15, 2007 . 9:02 AM

hah.i totally woke up at 11am today. went to eat lunch with mum and then i went to meet andy, kenneth and a new guy named nicholas. he is a half-jap, how cool? they say he is gonna join our group. ok. then isaac came to join us and the 5 of us just shopped around and slack until about 6pm then we went to isaac's club. i took my cheque today!so happy! anyway, we played pool and stanley, leonard and ahchow was with us. so the 8 of us played pool then went to cartel to have dinner. isaac had to go home to eat. so 7 of us ate dinner then saw siying,kellyn and jialong. we took train together to hougang. andy and nic had to go, siying and kellyn go meet mel and gy then dunno where jialong go. so leonard,stanley,ahchow and i went to punggol park for a little chat. a very meaningful one. we talked about life and all its stuffs. we also talked abt how we feel abt each other. it bonded us and made us think. really think. i love such talks. then after that stan took bus, chow and i accompanied leonard home then the two of us took cab home. now im damn tired but im waking up at 6am to watch golden globes. hahah. dont care lah. night:) i rate today a MEANINGFUL good day.

The wonders of the world scares and interests me.

Sunday, January 14, 2007 . 9:29 AM

Ok. so i woke up at 12pm today. skipped church. went to eat bakuteh with family. i miss the times when the whole family go eat together every sunday. but because we have to go church, we skip this day. after bakuteh, dad dropped bro and i at toapayoh. we took mrt then i alighted at orchard. walked to scotts to find andy then went to taka to find isaac. so long nv see him alrd so kinda missed him.lol. then meet jacx and went for work. work today was amazingly fun and fast. jacx and i had our break together then we took an hour instead of only half. hahah. lets talk abt my collegues. i have chefs who asks everybody if they are straight or gay and gives them nicknames. mine is butterfly. i have one guy who is gay and his bf would come and pick him up from work everytime. another guy is from cityharvest and he is mad about god. btw, i coped 3 dollars of tips today. i feel so bad. skipped church and coped tips. btw work ended and jacx and i sat down to eat with my mum and eddie. they came to visit us at work. eddie is leaving for papua guinea next thurs. 3yrs. then we sat till 12.30am before gg home. i just reached home and bathed. now very tired. tomorrow meeting andy,stanley,isaac and nicholas. yellow out. today is a good day.


When flowers bloom, fires gloom.

Saturday, January 13, 2007 . 8:38 AM

i woke up today at 9am.bathed and went out to meet weehow. WAIT. i have to mention this. my freakin phone freakin spoilt. so im currently using a loser phone with no phonebook. so pls tell me ur name when u sms or call me. thx. so i met weehow at the bustop and we took 87 to ubi ave 1. i, the loser, remembered the blk of the clinic wrongly and we were 60 something blocks away from the place. we were finally "not lost'' when the clinic called. the clinic damn nice and the people there damn good. give us nice feeling. i took an x-ray for the first bloody time! i was damn excited. so after the dental, we went to orchard to shop shop. visited andy the loser and i tricked him into believing that i was at causeway looking for him. hah. stayed at his shopfor a little while. then left for cineleisure. ate pastamania. damn shiok. after that we went to marina cuz weehow working. i see him go work le then went to visit ahchow. he damn happy to see his master, sanyo. but too bad he hurt his hand. bleed alot. better take care lah. then i meet my mum and went shopping. then cousin kathy joined us and we continued shopping. kerin came and we went home. i decorated my cupboard alrd. so now all i lack is a vintage guitar clock. yippee. im looking for someone to replace me in work tomorrow. btw, srry colin for not being able to play soccer with you. Blanket me.i rate today a good day.

the nice may not be enough; the selfish must be gone.

Friday, January 12, 2007 . 8:32 AM

let's talk about yesterday first. i went for my lesson and my teacher was late for like.... half an hour? nvm. the first lesson was about faces. we were taught to like draw faces and hair. im so srry but the hair is so 60's. hahah. the people there dont understand the word fashion design. fashion design means to create and design fashion but those people in my class thinks that they are oh so great when they can draw a few pretty models. nvm. after lesson, mum and sis came and fetch me. i bought mac and went home eat. raining cats and dogs. today, woke up early cuz ikea people coming with furniture. they took super long just to fix the stuffs. hah.after that i had to do housework so i couldnt meet stanley they all. I cant believe that i stayed home for like... 3 whole days without going out? no wonder i saved so much money... btw, my family's new year resolution is - save money. so, i love my new room and i kinda like my sis' room too. kinda nice. im happy cuz i got a pool view. how nice. its still raining cats and dogs now. its 1.01am. im meeting weehow tomorrow for dental at 11am. lights out.

There is a possibilty though.

Thursday, January 11, 2007 . 12:44 AM

its 4.44pm now. im bored at home! its another wasted day! i woke up at 8am to help mummy to move things in the room out. then went back to sleep after having my mac breakfast. woke up at 12pm and there are already people painting my room. its yellow in colour. i chose it. im gonna spend my week decorating my new room! im gonna go for vintage this time.actually wanted to go out with chow,pearlyn and stephanie but i got lesson. so im now watching some lame show on tv trying to wait for 7pm to come before going for my first design lesson. see you later.

loopholes in the bible makes me swirl.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 . 10:46 AM

ok, its like 3 in the morning and i still cant sleep. im still sitting in front of the com talking to nobody. i just watched "havoc". the movie damn vulgar and sexual sia. but quite educational. so im now totally bored. work just now was still ok, but im gonna tell them that i gonna quit on my next shift. ok, i gtg slp alrd cuz i have to wake up early tomorrow as people are coming to paint my house. midnight. Great, i wasted another day of my life. figured that i only have... 47 (if nothing happens to me)more christmases to go before i leave this world. i spent the whole day today watching tv at home. i have to go to work later at 7. im really gonna quit soon but i dont know when. i just dont know where to go. anyway, i thought i could stay longer when fai and pearlyn called to say they were going for the interview. then i was disappointed when they were ditched. its not that i dont wanna work, its just that i dont like that place and dont wanna make my own life so miserable. my design course is starting tomorrow, 7pm. i miss the genting trip, the vietnam trip and im gonna organize another thing. i miss my friends and i cant live without them. alright, im gonna rot for another half an hour before going to bathe and get my ass off to work. Take care.


They say a person lives but never dies.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007 . 7:30 AM

Well. i watched vcds last night with mum and sis. watched till 3am before going to sleep. Woke up at 12pm to bathe and wait for sis to come home from school. we went to fetch grands to tan tok seng for check up. After check up, we went to shop at "velocity". damn poser right? hah. anyway, we went to uncle's shop to choose sis' new curtains. after that, sis dropped me off at aljunied mrt station as im meeting chow,ying and how in bugis. saw qiqi23 while waiting for them. converse shop was too small and weehow didnt want to buy today. we walked to simlimsquare to get weehow's game. he got new psp. then we tried to call people to meet us at chomp chomp but... only cheefai and colin can make it. but we changed the venue to hougang mall as we crave waffles. waited for fai, colin and pearlyn. ate dinner and went to gelare to have waffles. fai has weird tastes. lol. after that, walked pearlyn and fai half-home the colin and i took 147. we chatted on the way and talked abt stuffs. stuffs that mature me. damn cool la. then he waited again for my bus. so nice. then im home and my mum aint done with packing. gonna help her then watch vcd. i also wanna comment on my friend siying, shes very funny and she brightens my day. (siying you better type something gd abt me too :) ) ok, night.

Sunday, January 07, 2007 . 11:54 PM

SUNday. I woke up at 9.26am. went to bathe and woke alvin and isaiah up. we got ready and sis sent alvin to srgn mrt before heading to church. church was really, boring. except that there was this famous harp player invited. his music makes me sway, literally. I dont really know whats wrong with me, but my faith aint strong. it never was. You cant blame me for not being able to believe what i couldnt see. if you discover the many loopholes in the Bible, youll know what i mean. anyway, after service, we had lunch then went to coffee club. had a drink and went to grand's. its been such a long time. then went for work. work was fun for the first time. had many many visitors. family and friends. after work went home and ordered mac. slept at 3am. woke up today to have brunch with mum and sis. bought a whole lot of stuffs and i borrowed vcds! havoc and break-up. damn cool la. so now, im currently helping out in clearing our storeroom. im bored and i miss the guys. i guess im missing them coz i aint got no one to miss. it really sucks when u dont have anyone to miss or think about. at least im meeting weehow tomorrow to shop. im excited!

Life is so boring yet short and exciting.

Saturday, January 06, 2007 . 8:56 AM

well. this is like the second time im blogging in a day. damn gay right? who cares. im bored. i just came back from the movies with elaine, nat,andrew and samuel. school for scoundrels is an ok movie. Btw, someone just made me think abt stuffs. things that matures me. that friend asked me how do i manage to get pass everyday happily. i thought, wow, someone actually thinks that im happy everyday. actually i AM very proud of myself. i thought i would have a mental breakdown for the past two months but i didnt. i stayed strong and i would tell myself, today isnt the day. it worked for the past two months. other than the many sleepless nights and the nearly giving up moments, everything seemed fine. I'm afraid one day, i might just collapse. I need a shrink, like, now? i seriously love blogging cuz i just type whatever im thinking abt. i dont care who is reading it or maybe no one ever reads it. i just wanna type it. i like light. i really do.

i fear death, i donno why. i really do. ok. continued from that day i continued sleeping all the way till the next morning. so it shld be friday today la hor? ok. i went to ikea with my family and we shopped there the whole day. bought a whole lot of furniture and then shopped more and more until 6? then my sis sent me to work. was in a hurry cuz had to send bro to work for promotion so i changed in the car. then work was ok until nearly in the end. i send wrong bill then knn manager kan until donwan talk to me even when we went home. so i reached home, ate bakuteh then sleep.i rate friday as a good day. then sat woke up late. haah. so its sat. i went to school with bros and met the guys . we waited till 11am before gg to play soccer. soccer was fun! but i cracked both my nails.... damn pain. lol. then after that we went to play bowling! i love bowling! but i today not on form la. haaha. then after bowling come back home lor. now waiting to go eat dinner. i rate today as a good day. see ya....

Wednesday, January 03, 2007 . 3:22 AM

alright. on tues, i skipped work to go out with family. went for high tea. i enjoyed myself except that i tried to act clever and drank coffee. im actually allergic to coffee. now still feel like puking. so the whole day i was sick and it aint fun at all. then i went to shop abit and went with my mum,dad and fion. ate le we go home first. woke up in the middle of the night SICK. then i couldnt sleep cuz i was like totally sick. next morning i woke mum and isaiah up cuz its isaiah's first day in school. sent him to school before gg for breakfast then see doctor. got an mc for tomorrow. came home slpt all the way till now. feeling better. but i rate today as bad day. hmm..... super sian.

Monday, January 01, 2007 . 7:53 AM

anyway, saw this on jacx' blog. write down 10 things that u feel like saying to 10 diff people but u wont say it in real life.

1. I love you but u dont know it.
2. I want to be you.
3. You are freaking disgusting and i hate ur face.
4. I treat you like my friend and u are treating me like dirt.
5. I view your friendster profile nearly everyday.
6. I cant wait to have you in my bed.
7. Just shut the fuck up coz u aint cool at all.
8. Its time u stop thinking only of urself.
9. wow, nice bod.
10. Actually, i dont like you at all. Sunday. i woke up at 9am and went to church. freakin boring, im so srry but its just what i feel. anyway its the last time we gonna have service there cuz we moving away le. then after church went to eat lunch. after lunch went to coffee club work. seriously sucky. wouldnt have went to work if there isnt any double pay. work seriously sucks there. they treat u like dirt like that and the hygeine sucks. then work till 11pm. isaac waited for me then we went to meet the guys. on the way saw alvin, sy, drusilla and a girl whos name i cant remember. then we were trying to find the guys but we couldnt find them. then we watched fireworks and count down oursleves. then we met them at raffles mrt. there were : leonard, isaac, kenneth, weiping, shifu, ahchow, stanley,weehow, alvin, cheefai, colin, pearlyn, siying, drusilla, the girl and i. then we took mrt to cathay cineleisure. alot of B (as what colin would say) around. btw there were only pearlyn the only girl left. the rest of the girls left for home. then we ate at long john then i went with colin and pearlyn to maestro to have coffee and ice-cream. then i went up for movie deathnote. sian lah. flu then somemore show not very nice. movie end le we went to find colin and pearlyn. then went to wait for first train then took to hougang. left with..... kenneth,leonard,cheefai,shifu,weiping,colin,pearlyn and i. we went to eat mac. after that all went home and i waited for colin to send pearlyn home before gg home together. took 147 and alighted at his house then took 73. i fell asleep on the bus and reached toapayoh. damn f up. took cab home, bathed and slept till 11am then went to eat bakuteh with family. then sleep again till 5 gor salon then go town. bought a levi's shirt. now at home. ok bb. today is a great day. i mean yesterday. ok HAPPY NEW YEAR!