Thursday, May 31, 2007 . 8:36 AM
I'll be waiting, waiting for you.Well, i dont really know what to say right now. I went to have lunch just now with family and relatives then went to borrow vcds to watch at home. Went out with parents to go shopping in town before coming home. No one asked me out. I know all of them have very good reasons. it's okay, i'll wait. Chicago is a great movie. "If you cant be famous, be infamous" There are a whole lot of things i wanna do in my life. I'm gonna make time for it. Gonna go try and get some sleep already. Goodbye.
Girls are liars, just like boys.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 . 9:04 AM
A picture i edited a year ago. I was referring to that guy up there.I had to wake up bloody early just to go school to hand in my project. Actually its not that early lah. Normal school time. But i was damn tired cuz i didnt sleep much the night before, again. Had breakfast with jl, pearlyn and peiwen. Damn cool lah, so long never see them alrd. Oh ya, pearlyn actually says she misses me(in a friend/friend way). Thats so sweet of her. She is only one of the very few people who actually misses me as a friend. I handed my project before viewing young amazing singers on youtube then headed home. I slept all the way from 12-5 before meeting isaac to accomapny him cut hair. Then went home and then went out again to cityhall with godbro, mum and aunt. Had dinner, walked around before coming home. I will see a doctor tomorrow if i am still not feeling well or am still having a sleepless night. Take very goodcare and please date me out. I'm really free.
I like things that no one does.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 . 7:27 AM
The night life.Its the 3rd day today that i havent met up with my friends. It feels like it's been quite a while. I only had 3 hours of sleep today. I fear the night. How can i sleep later? It's a dread. Take good care. Ohya, congrats to Japan for winning Miss Universe. I'm still having a bad stomach. Damn it, i have to go back to school tomorrow to settle some project stuffs. I want to sleep.
They say friends will be friends forever.
Monday, May 28, 2007 . 9:11 AM
Forever is a never ending road; We never know if it exists or not.
Excessive orange juice gives you a bad stomach. If you haven't praised someone, do it. It makes them really happy. I always thought about what to blog about, but forget everything when its time to blog. I was supposed to be spending the day at home rotting but ended up at grand's house the whole day. Quite meaningful. I have so much things in my brain that i want to do. I really want to learn how to bake, i really want to learn about hairstyling. I want to do so many things. Oh ya, i still fear forever. really. It's making me lose my sleep. I dread going to sleep everyday. This explains my latenight still tving habits. I need to solve this one last problem i have. I think i can bring a great impact to people if i share with them what im feeling now. If i am going to face my problem, it would be a challenge to everyone with a belief. Especially christians. It may make them lose their faith. It made me lose mine. Maybe its because i'm different. I guess.
Affect the people around you in a good way. It's hard but please do.
Sunday, May 27, 2007 . 9:21 AM
When i fall in love, it will be forever.Hi, for a start, i went to church today. The feeling is.... weird. I dont feel like i belong anymore. The people, they've changed. They no longer make me feel at home. I don't know why, it will be hard for me to go back again. After church, i finally got to go out with sam,jac,van,beck&steph. Like , whala! I seriously enjoy going out with them. We had lunch and then shopped around town till 5plus before me, going to join the guys for PC 3. Quite a good movie. 4/5. It's just alittle too messy. But it really relates to what im thinking. They talked about forever. After that went to eat at amk before coming home. Ohya, my classmates and church friends thinks im tan. finally. I need to save money and stop spending!!!
Let me be a sweet sweet sound, by your ear.
Saturday, May 26, 2007 . 8:29 AM
I have a very nice view from my house.Gosh, i've been sleeping much, so much today. But it was a great day, a really greeat day. I woke up at 8 to go to school. Had APEL lessons. Was supposed to share emotions so i shared happiness infront of 20+ strangers. I talked about how a happy person i am now. Lol. Then went home and then watched tv, went out for lunch with mum and sis before going home. I slept at 1 and woke up at 6. siao siao. Then took a bath before going out to celebrate my mum's bday! Her birthday is actually 27th lah but got something on. We went to eat at Cocoa. After that we had family shopping which is really really fun. We bought alot of stuffs with my dad paying for it. ahahha! but i think im seriously addicted to buying things. And i bought flowers, perfume and bag for my mum (shared with siblings). Then we went home. I'm gonna watch tv before sleeping again. Tomorrow will be me going back to church( only because im meeting them to go out). AND its another groupie outing tmr! PIRATES 3!!! yoho yoho! Goodnight! :D
When our lives collide, my heart decides.
Friday, May 25, 2007 . 9:13 AM
Okay, i woke up real early today to go to SRS for "meet the parents". Jiale can actually be top 8 in his class after getting 4 Us. wtf? I saw ms Koh. How nice. I really miss sec sch. After that, i went to kovan mrt to meet weehow to go queue for doughnuts. We reached at 10am.wth. I didnt even feel like eating them. lol. then leo and alvin came too. It took us 3 hours to get the doughnuts. I decided to buy 6 (3 for me, 3 for jl).
We then went to marina square to eat mac before going for bowling! It's still my favourite thing. Then i went to shop around myself while jl and alvin play pool. (the rest went home) I saw a really 3 really nice top so i asked them to come take alook. It was like only 5 mins, 1 gone, 1 dont have size. So i bought only 1. Alvin bought the one i really like but got his size and he likes it too. so we each bought 1 :). Oh ya, i only ate 1 doughnut and jl ate 2. We sold the other 3 to Ronn(guy from topman) on the condition of him giving me a 30% discount. Hahhaha. We even exchanged numbers. After that, 3 of us came to my house, change then go alvin house then go soccer! I love soccer. But im not really good at it though. I need more practice. i need to improve. Came home and realised i have to go sch tmr for 1 last presentation. Damn it. Its not even done yet. Less sleep tonight i guess. :) Chill.
I may not be able to give you the moon but i guess i'll give you my heart.
Thursday, May 24, 2007 . 8:54 AM
Cuz my happiness is built on your happiness.It's official! Holidays are here! Interview report: checked. Graphic T-shirt designs: checked. Reflection and Evaluation: checked. One more APEL project to go and i'm so done! Hahhah. I'm glad that i've been doing fine for the past "block" (yes, thats what they call it). I am getting along well with my classmates. They are super nice. You know, i don't really care if you want to be friends with me anymore. It's time to accept the truth, you cant be liked by everyone. So be it. I've done my best so the rest is up to you. Think to yourself, is it all worth it? Goodnight :)
When i close my eyes for one last time, at least i know i've tried.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 . 8:12 AM
Lights, they brighten up your night.Yes la, i've completed 2 of my projects. 2 more to go. I spent the whole of today at home watching tv and doing projects. How boring? Tomorrow is my presentation so i cant afford to go meet the guys to watch soccer at 2am. Went to eat at heartland mall. I really want to get my hair cut. Thing is, i dont know what to. I seriously envy hot people cuz they look good in anything. I wanna buy more things!
When i turn around, i'll be hoping to see your smile.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 . 9:21 AM
I would call today a hectic day and this week a hectic week. I have a report due today, a project due on thurs and another one on friday. But look on the bright side, holiday is just 3 days away. Yippee! I'm having a really bad cough now. So much so i cant really breathe. Darn it. Ive been missing out on friends gathering and i miss them alot. I have to continue my projects already. Take care.
Take my hand, turn to me, say you'll love me.
Take my hand, turn to me, say you'll love me.
Monday, May 21, 2007 . 8:10 AM
I took this at Sentosa. I love it.Today was the first day i stayed in school til 9.30pm. Darn it. Well, i went to celebrate my aunt's birthday in the morning before accompanying my mum to shop around before going to do my project. Oh, i enjoy hanging out with materialistic people because they are the people who dont think that much and is easily contented. I'm doing fine.
Even the slightest hint of sunset can get me running.
Even the slightest hint of sunset can get me running.
Sunday, May 20, 2007 . 8:44 AM
I thought i could go out today but i didnt. Actually i did, my grandma's house. I think ive been pampering myself too much. I need to save up. Oh ya, my cousin ran away from home so my dad had to go and fetch him back. I am going to search for that someone working in the fashion industry tomorrow. I need him/her for my project. Have a good day.Tell me your story and i'll put it in mine.
Happy Birthday Perly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 19, 2007 . 6:28 AM
Today was a day at home. I couldnt decide what to do. I wandered around my house for no particular reason. I wanted to go meet the guys for soccer but didnt feel well so i didnt go. I hope i get to go out tomorrow! :)Love will not be in my dictionary for the weeks to come. take note: weeks.
Friday, May 18, 2007 . 7:27 PM
It was a cool day. CCN day. Its a "eve of national day funfair" replica. My stall sold cheesedogs and who ever knows cheesedogs could be so popular? Sold out in less than 3 hours. WTH. We had a really big earning and i would consider selling them when im jobless some other time. hah. After that, it was another groupie meet to celebrate ang and kellyn's bday. but ang couldnt make it. So we ate at magic wok again. We bought for kellyn 14 floating balloons and her long-awaited fighting fish. We continued to slack outside hougang mall before going home. How cool?With friends like you people, how lonely can i get?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLYN WEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 17, 2007 . 7:28 AM
Hi, i had a happy but sick day. I dont know whats wrong with me. Just a little cough and stomach unwellness i guess. I thought of something cool today. Many people complain that life is not fair but i think that it is wrong. I find that life is fair, too fair. Dont you have happy times in your life? Yes right? Be glad. Cuz you are not the only person in the world so give other people a chance to be happy too. Its impossible for everyone to be happy at the same time.I dont know what you're thinking but i will make myself ready.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 . 7:20 AM
I have been kinda happy for the past few days. Its a good thing and i'm loving it. I guess the reason why im happy is because i had sort out things that were messing my head up. Not everybody can give up hate, that is why not everybody is happy. After learning much through experiences, not to say that i have much or anything. I think that im a person without much hate. I am willing to forgive and forget. Try giving it up, it will make you feel better.Oh ya, when i say i love you, i dont usually mean bgr but im refering to my friends.I dont need a reason to make you smile everyday.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 . 5:56 AM
I've got the "im gonna be sick" feeling. I feel like puking and i have a headache. Well, i dont know what to talk about today. I just wanna say enjoy the company of siying,pearlyn,peiwen,drusilla,cheefai and bro in school. Projects projects and more projects. I hope i can manage it well.There will be a day where you and i will talk again.
Monday, May 14, 2007 . 6:38 AM
Yeah! I got an A! an A an A an A!!! Hahahah, i got my first A! I'm so happy! I couldnt believe i scored the highest for the project "STYLE". Okay, so school was fun today. Went to TM with siying after school to eat before taking a long bus home. hmm.... i thought about something cool today. I love it. See you soon!Life is not about the number of breaths you take but the moments that took your breath away.
Sunday, May 13, 2007 . 7:21 AM
You know? I've always thought that im a good friend. I feel that my friends would like me and think that im a angel sent to be beside them. But i guess i was wrong. I'm just too disgusting, thats the word for it. I dont blame anyone but myself. I will be my best. I'm not going to just try, I will be. I'll keep my bloody mouth frequently shut, i'll keep my bloody face away. I'll be there when you need me. I'll walk with you even when the sky is falling. Believe me once more. I'll be the best damn friend you will ever have.That's what friends are for.I had a happy day, looking forward to another day.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 . 9:21 PM
Is it that hard to be happy?Happy Birthday Stanley Gunn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 10, 2007 . 7:35 AM
I had a really fun day today. It was a late sentosa trip but i got to take a trip on nearly everything there. It's cousin beatrice's birthday today so my uncle and aunty invited my mum and i to tag along. We did. Firstly, we took a cable car ride(full glass) all the way from mount faber to sentosa, then we went to watch the "sound of the sea" at sentosa. I rate it 2/5 cuz it has a very lousy storyline. But the lightings were way cool. Then we took the "skyride" and then the cable car again. The view was simply wonderful. We had dinner on mount faber and seriously, its too cool. My presentation is tomorrow and im presenting "punk fashion". Im so the wrong person to be doing that. Hahah. Best work will be exhibited. Photography is included. I hope my group does well. :) I miss my friends again.I'll bring you to the most wonderful places i've ever known.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 . 7:37 AM
Class ended really early today. But i had to go to the freaking dental to wait to have my "bracket" fixed. I am seriously not doing much work in the group project that is due on friday. I really dont want to fail. I need to buck up, i need to wake up.Love can touch us one time and last for a life time.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 . 9:22 AM
Damn it, 20% of my overall is based on my personal style. I am going to fail because i dont think i have good style. School was still fun today. Got to go home at 4! But stayed on for "dinner" and also accompanied valarie for her bball practise so the few of us sat there till 6. Went for stan's chalet and played soccer. I laughed like there's no tomorrow. I had fun. Then celebrated his birthday then we left in a lorry. So many of us in the lorry! It was seriously something i will remember for the rest of my life. Friends, all of them rock my life.I wanna get inside your head but im afraid i wouldnt stay.
Happy Birthday Farah Yau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday Natalie Lau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, May 07, 2007 . 5:44 AM
I had my first presentation today. My teacher and classmates seemed to love it until i told my teacher i took only half an hour to do it. She is definitely going to fail me. I feel really comfortable hanging out with my old friends. Today, i asked them if they think im a good friend. They said yes. But when i asked them why? they couldnt answer. I couldnt answer why they were good friends too. I really wonder how do you define a good friend. I will try to find out. From now on, i will try to do every single thing with much thoughts so that i wont be misunderstood. Give me a chance, i promise i'll be good. Damn it, i swallowed one of my braces' studs. Goodnight. :)Do you remember the happy days?
Sunday, May 06, 2007 . 3:28 AM
I guess i have nobody to blame but myself for the plight i am in now. Am i worrying too much? This feeling sucks.Saturday, May 05, 2007 . 11:27 PM
I'm beginning to enjoy school, i've finally met people who understands my language. Academy awards, dreamgirls, fashion etc. I met up with Groupies finally and i was really happy. I love them and i certainly love their laughters. I can live with nothing but their laughters. Seeing people happy makes me happy no matter what. But i seriously cannot lie to myself anymore, there is this big problem with me that i have to solve soon. I'm too affected by it. So much so that i cant concentrate on anything else. My classmates scares me, they know things that i dont. They are mostly 8pointers to 14pointers. Okay, out of point. Anyway, i had a drink yesterday night and it made me think more. I cant be down so long, i need to move, move to a better place. For the better good. I cant cling on to whats not there anymore. Like what my wonderful friends said,"no use crying over spilt milk". I will be careful in the future. I've learnt my mistake. I was reminded of something while watching sp3 which i think is damn useful. Revenge is never good and friends will never bear grudges.I know you are a good person so please dont prove me wrong.
Thursday, May 03, 2007 . 5:48 AM
We learned about fashion changes today. It was really fun. I got to know more classmates today and there are actually 4 guys in my class. We actually watched project runway in class. However, i really hate DiESs although it was better today. I really miss my friends but i just cant seem to find the time for them. Lessons end at 6 everyday. I hope i get to see them soon, real soon.I want to walk with you, will you let me to?
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 . 7:52 AM
Hi, i absolutely loved lesson today. Made 4 new friends, yang, ethel,peiyun and valarie. I realised how small the world is and i shall elaborate why. Valarie, happens to be siying's pri sch mate. Peiyun happens to be Pearlyn's goodfriend. The both of them happpens to be good friends. Then ethel, happens to be peiyun's cousin and also isaac's cellmember. Yang, is abandmember. Oh, we learnt about history of cosmetics today and tmr will be about fashion changes. How exciting. I seriously dread going to digital essentials though. Anyway, it night time again. How fast? I cant fall asleep again. Its been only a day and i miss my friends already. I hope i can miss all the DE classes. Now, i'm gonna try my best to sleep. Goodnight.Vulnerable boys are sexy, vulnerable girls are eeky;
Confident boys are disgusting, confident girls are hot.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 . 7:16 AM
My mind is in a mess, i need to sort it out. I hope that tomorrow morning when i wake up, everything will be alright. Am i a bad friend or am i just simply unlikeable? Disgusting, maybe thats the word for it. I didnt know sleeping was such a difficult thing. I fear the night, i really do.Tell me you want me cuz the feeling is great. I am not in a happy mood nowadays. I seriously long to have a time where i can laugh, really laugh.I do not know why am i so moody. Maybe i do, i just dont feel like telling anyone, thus having a blog for me to rant is a very good thing. Some people have no idea how dumb they are. Seriously, their actions affect people and they simply dont care. And you seriously cannot be nice to people in this world. Because being nice to people makes them think that you have a hidden agenda. Why cant we just be nice? Being nice doesnt need a reason. We're not hypocrites just by being nice. And i swear to whatever that is up there that i will try to be a better friend. All you need to know is that i come with a pure heart. I dont scheme, i dont stab. If there are any things i did wrong, please give me a chance, i didnt mean it. And seriously, dont think you know what im thinking just by looking at my face or hearing what i say. Everything i've done is for your better good.
Happy 17th Birthday Ah Chow GuangRong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!