Wednesday, March 09, 2005 . 4:58 PM
this is one of the worst day of my life.....i worked so hard to get a merit but didnt get it. laughed at by people.... they often ask me why do i care so much abt band when the band dont even care for me? sometimes i feel tat i shouldnt even be there..... my form teacher asked me studies or band was important, i answered without even thinking... but today, she said that she couldnt believe tat i did not get the award and she even said tat the teacher in charge even said something like oh jasper is a pain in the neck and his attendance is always irregular. i cant take it anymore! they think tat im their servants....when i said i wanted to quit, they showed concern but now? they think tat only the dm and bm are important fine! i will no longer do anything except play my part as a private. i realise that committment isnt wat the society wants, what they wants is some stupid boot lickers! thx to mr lim today that i didnt do anything stupid , thx to his three sentences,:THE WORLD IS NEVER FAIR
:PEOPLE WHO ARE GOOD NEED NOT TO BE FAMOUS
:JUST ADAPT TO THE MISTAKES THAT PEOPLE MAKE
IM NOT FEELING GOOD TODAY!