Thursday, September 14, 2006 . 10:58 PM
Hahahha. long time no see..... today before i start studying, ive decided to blog first. So.... im still like the same... hmm... today woke up and looked at myself in the mirror, made me more determined to earn more money for plastic surgery. I seriously hate my big nose , my uneven teeth, thick lips and fat cheeks. I hate it when i look at pictures that i took.... i cant even have a normal smile.... damn... i hate my looks. Well... yesterday night, i studied until 2 plus then sleep. i donno why but i just have this feeling of.... donno how to describe la. haha. i just felt like studying and studying. ever since the maths paper yesterday, i think its time i woke up and work hard. i know i wont do well but at least i'll know i did my best. Yup. I'm like feeling very empty now. I donno why but all the beautiful love stories and the saddening tragedies are really annoying... it makes me feel like a total loser. I wonder when will i ever get married and have kids. I have already prepared my wedding. haha. I wanna have 1 kid , maybe two at most. I already thought of their names already, its gonna be meaningful, very meaningful.... Btw ive got so many movies that i wanna watch but dont have the time. alright, time is running out and i gtg study! haha byee!I dreamt of you just yesterday night and i'm still thinking of you this moment now.