Friday, October 20, 2006 . 12:43 AM
On the 19th of october.... It was the day of sci prac. I think im gonna fail. Sick. Then the worse thing is that i couldnt sleep at night. I hate the thought of death. I was thinking about where are you gonna go after you are dead? I am a Christian and im supposed to believe that ill go to heaven. But i'm very afraid that everything may not be true. And they say u re gonna spend your life eternity there. I'll be glad to be able to go to heaven but im afraid eternity is a word to strong. If i go to hell, i may be put into a little black box with nothing to do. Imagine that.When disasters fall upon the world, there will only be two types of people.
1. They are the people who dont have a belief and when such things happen, they are very afraid as they know that they can rely on no one else.
2.They are the people who wont be scared as they know that no matter what, they have Someone out there looking out for them.
Which one are you? I chose 2.
I hate death, i hate hell, i hate saturn that old blood hound.
Today woke up and went to school. Dont feel well. Maths test sucked. Didnt know how to do anything. Sad. How to take "o" levels ? Came home after eating very nice chicken rice. Shiok. Then slept till now and my head still hurts. Going out later to city hall to eat very nice duck rice. Haha. Hope i will have a good night sleep tonight.
I love my Mum, I love all my friends. I love you.