Wednesday, October 11, 2006 . 11:31 PM
Well..... lets see what interesting.... oh ya. Amanda's Mid Autumn Festival bbq. lol. great fun there. Thanks girl! Ok. I i'm like feeling kinda emo now. It was Graduation day. It suck. But i really got to see how devoted some teachers are. After that, went to the canteen. Something happened that made me feel like i just slapped myself. I'm amazed at how good was i in managing my anger. I went home straight and i was thinking about my life all the way home.All right , i have to face it. My life suck. I remember a friend said to me once : Everyone has problems in their lifes, its just that we dont see it. But i think that it isnt true. I think that God is really unfair. I'm upset with Him and I'm angry with myyself. I really dont want to be the person i am now. I dont even know why im still going to church when i feel n0thing there. Sad.
Behind that blissful smile hides a sorrow frown.
Thats all i have to say today. Sorry for complaining so much.
I seriously admire people who has the courage commit suicide.