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Monday, November 27, 2006 . 8:33 AM

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!! I'm scared. I'm reallly realllllly reallllllly scared. I dont know if i can take this anymore. I'm gonna have a mental breakdown soon. I hope i do. Where will i go after i die? Time flies really quickly..... it scares the shit out of me. Where will we all go after we die? I'm in a religion where faith is everything. but even God's words arent true. I'm scared. I feel lonely. What if i die and yet dont go to heaven? what if heaven isnt really fun at all? what will happen? ETERNITY, a word perhaps too strong. WHat if after i die, ill just stop thinking and there wont be anything left? I find it hard to smile now. WHY?!? why must this happen to me? GOD, the REAL GOD, save me. enlighten me. I seriously just cant take it anymore...i really cant.... Guess ill have another sleepless night again.

Hi.

Jasper, Sanyo, Jiaqing.
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I have so many ambitions in life, i dont know who i want to be.
I have a habit of trying to make people happy.
I enjoy staring at my wardrobe for no reasons.
I enjoy the company of my family and friends.

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