Saturday, January 06, 2007 . 8:56 AM
well. this is like the second time im blogging in a day. damn gay right? who cares. im bored. i just came back from the movies with elaine, nat,andrew and samuel. school for scoundrels is an ok movie. Btw, someone just made me think abt stuffs. things that matures me. that friend asked me how do i manage to get pass everyday happily. i thought, wow, someone actually thinks that im happy everyday. actually i AM very proud of myself. i thought i would have a mental breakdown for the past two months but i didnt. i stayed strong and i would tell myself, today isnt the day. it worked for the past two months. other than the many sleepless nights and the nearly giving up moments, everything seemed fine. I'm afraid one day, i might just collapse. I need a shrink, like, now? i seriously love blogging cuz i just type whatever im thinking abt. i dont care who is reading it or maybe no one ever reads it. i just wanna type it. i like light. i really do.i fear death, i donno why. i really do.