Wednesday, March 07, 2007 . 7:03 PM
I didnt realise i wrote my last post until i saw it. Didnt know why i wrote it. Ok. i woke up early today to seriously think about my future. Readers, please vote.1. Fashion Designer, NAFA. $9,653. 3yrs.
2. Phycology, SIM. $50,000. 3yrs.
3. Integrated events management, RP. $2,635. 3yrs.
4. Retake O levels, Private. $358. 1yr.
I've always had the dream of becoming a fashion designer, in fact, everyone who knows me knows that. But the thing is, in reality, a dream can only be a dream. I cant believe i actually believed that TP would take me in. Now, i really dont know where to go. i heard that RP's schooling hours are 8-5 every weekday. wth. I spoke to my auntie a few mins ago. She said, in life, you wouldnt just have interest in a thing . you will never know unless you try. So i thought to myself. Do i really want integrated events management? Is that what im going to do a few yrs down the road? I guess i'm feeling down because the hope in me has been crushed. I've always wanted to do something cool. I want to be a fashion designer because i want people to look good. I want them to feel good. My relatives and friends are like, future fashion designer. I always thought that i would be, too. but now, i dont think im gonna be anymore. On the 13th of march, if i manage to get into RP, byebye to my dream, byebye my beloved self.