Wednesday, March 28, 2007 . 3:05 AM
I dont know why but i just suddenly feel like blogging. I couldnt sleep till it was 5 yesterday. damn it. I know that im a thinker. I think too much. I dont see things simply. That is why i always have doubts, always have questions. I am feeling very moody now. There are some of my friends whom when i talk to, have to be wary of them. I cant talk to them about anything. I would be thinking about what they are thinking when im talking. This, makes me very uncomfortable. This, is human games. Friends plot against one another. You will never know if the person is disliking you or not. I used to think that those people who put " no backstabbers and hypocrites allowed" in their friendstars are dopes but now, i agree with them. A human heart is hard to perceive. Maybe thats why they call it " the heart" cuz it sounds like "hard". For my friends reading, no worries, im definitely not that time of person. You dont have to guard yourself against me. cuz when i am nice to you, it is sincere. Like if i tell you you look good, it is true. Dont doubt like me. Dont. I really want to study psycology. its damn cool. I want to know what everybody has in their mind.Open your heart to me, please, trust me.