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Tuesday, March 13, 2007 . 5:07 AM

I learned something today. Never have faith. It was faith that brought me to this state. I didnt want to believe, but when i had the slightest hope, this has to happen to me. Even RP doesnt want me. What else can i do? With 19 as my aggregate, i cant believe i cant get into a poly. Why is this happening to me? I dont know what to do now. Last week, i thought it was the end.But i didnt give up. I tried to face the fact that i have to get into RP. But when i'm finally adapting to it, i didnt get in. WOW. I love my life. I'm going to RP tomorrow. I am going to beg if they refuse me. This is my last hope. I hope.




Faith helps some, and crushes some's heart.