Tuesday, March 06, 2007 . 5:16 AM
In life, every single thing is being seen differently. but when something is being seen as the same, that would be something special. to " see" is not to literally see with your eyes, but to think about something; as in what you think about a certain matter or a certain object. For me, i havent found anyone who sees things the way i do. For example, friends. i see friends as things that are valuable. very valuable. i would never do anything to hurt a friend intentionally. i dont understand why would friends yell at one another just because they are in a bad mood. friends, are more special then family, because friends, are bonds created by 2 or more human beings. it doesnt just appear, it takes effort. yesterday, one of my friend was telling the other not to put 100% into a relationship because you will never know if the other party does so too. I dont agree with that, not at all. You see, everybody is so afraid of losing out, that they dont give their best in everything. This is why everybody is feeling so insecured now. this is also why "TRUST" has been getting lesser. I trust my friends no matter what. As long as i give 100% to them, i hope in my heart they will do the same too. I love my friends. I really do.Here is something, i cant get into any poly. you know what? i dont blame anybody but myself. during my secondary school life, i always thought: " oh, wow, so what if i failed science? im not using it as one of my subject". This caused me my aviation management and services. When i filled in my 12 applications for JAE, i filled in many choices i couldnt get into. why? because i thought im mr "oh so good at fashion design". I myself give a 100% to others but failed to give it to myself because of such incidents. But now i know, im not good, not good at all.
When the rain stops pouring, my heart stops beating.