Saturday, April 28, 2007 . 9:46 AM
Hi. I realised that my past posts have been way too emo. So emo that i couldnt think properly, and that is not who i want to be. The reason behind me being emo would be of reasons that i would not say here. Anyway, there are some people who seriously have a problem they do not know themselves but if you tell them, they would blame you. You get what i mean dont you? There some friends who dont trust me as much anymore. Things change but i dont want them to. I seriously have put in alot of effort in trying to maintain my friendship with many people but they just dont see it the way i do. As i've said, everybody views things differently. I dont blame them. I also have decided that there is no way am i going to end my life soon because i am going to stay in this world as long as i can to observe and discover the mysteries of life. Oh yeah, just a word of advice, there some people you can trust but there some people you cant. Look carefully, you'll never know.When the lord said to me: "Are you my mistake, or just another toy of fun?"
I said: " Oh god, the bible is not true. If it exists then there wont be you."
Then God says:" Oh my boy, why do you say so?"
I replied:" Cuz one of the verses says i dont exist but i actually do."